My ADD life

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Forgiveness, a word I have never truly understood. According to the dictionary it means: to give up resentment or to cease to feel resentment against. Resentment is defined as: a feeling of indignant displeasure or persistant ill will at something regarded as a wrong, insult, or injury. Sounds so simple. The problem is that is runs deeper than that. If I am in a theater and the person behind me kicks my seat and says I’m sorry I didn’t mean to do that I can easily say no problem and think just don’t do it again. If my partner makes me mad about something and says she sorry I just get over being mad (sometimes this may take a little time) I look at the big picture and say no problem. If someone does something that I have asked them not to do again I get mad and will eventually say no problem. So why talk about my problem with forgiveness? Here is where I have a problem, it’s the big things. Lets take two things going on in my life right now. Someone in my life sent an email that should ...

I really hate it but we have had to drop the price on the house. It was last appraised at 120 and we started the sale at 99900. Now we are down to 97500. I know there are things that need to be done like painting and refinishing the floors. I also know the economy sucks right now. I just hate this whole process. The buying is not bad but the selling is the worse.

I know there are some people out there who think long distance relationships are ok. I can tell you this is not for me. Right now D is in South Carolina and I am stuck in Tennessee. We do talk to each other every day, sometimes two or three times. The thing I miss is having someone to watch TV with, eat with, help let the dogs in and out, laugh and the stupid things people do and just the day to day contact. I guess that people that do well with this type of arrangement have many friends. I thought I had many friends here but I am finding that the list is not long at all. D asked if I had reached out to anyone and I had to say no. I mean it is a full time job working 40 hours, trying to get the house cleaned, take care of animals, pack and purge. When do I have time to reach out. As I said on facebook I am sad that I have lived here for 20 years and yet I feel more alone than i have in my entire life. IT SUCKS!!

Just wanted to share something I found about my name. HowManyOfMe.com There are people with my name in the U.S.A. How many have your name?

Been awhile. I got sick and out of the habit of writting now I am addicted to a new game and so I have fallen to the wayside with writing. So whats on my mind. Well lets face it.... not much. My job and Church are stressing me out and so my body and mind have almost shut down. The one thing I have been pondering, since I live in Knoxville, is the trial of the guy who hacked Sarah Palins email . Most know that I am a liberal and that I think Palin is one big joke. I also am thankful McCain chose her as a running mate because if not he may have won. However this thing about this student does not sit right with me. Don't get me wrong I think he should be punished. I don't think he did it to hurt the campaign. I mean really she already looked ditzy enough, this kid did not have to help that. If he had wanted to hurt the campaign he would have gone after McCain. Having said that though he did do wrong and should be punished. So why does this not sit well with me. It's because ...

Many think I am not old, I'm 46. I am just now beginning to think maybe I'm older than I thought. I have been sick with an upper respitory infection. When I was younger (and drank a lot more) if I felt a cold or something coming on I would drink a little Nyquil go to bed early and be fine the next day. Now I end up going through 2 bottles of Nyquil sleep for a few DAYS and then end up going to the doctor. Colds and flus wipe me out now. They take everything out of me. I have coughed so much in the last week that my neck hurts and my upper stomach muscles ache. The worse part of this is that before any of this happened I found my first gray hair. I'm sure that by next week I will die of old age.