Have you ever noticed that new love is like new life. With new love comes the feel of adventure and excitement in all that is around you. You find you have no time for the old things and instead want to spend every waking hour with this new creature in your life. Sometimes it is just like in the books and films about love. Everything around you seems good and right. I say all this and think well maybe thats how it is for me. Maybe I am the only one that sees life as one big spring season. Like the feelings inside you that are like new blossoms on the long dead tree or the new flowers opening their petals to the warm sun. Even though life is great and grand and all new it has its down side. For each person that downside is different and with each relationship its different. Sometimes its the lack of sleep because of being with or talking to the person all the time. Sometimes its the fact that you lose yourself by becoming so absorbed with this new creature. And sometimes its even the fa...
As those of you who have bothered to read my blog you probably noticed that I did not finish my women series. I do plan on finishing. In fact it is very important to me that I finish. I just had life get in the way right now. March 19 th my mother died. I have not been able to write about that or anything so far. The last month has been very hard for me and I do want to get on with life and know that I will, it’s just I don’t do well with emotional things. Maybe I will try and write a little a day, or at least try. For now this is the best I can do as I go through my grief.
For those of my readers that have clean houses and their life is in order this post is not for you. I do not keep a clean house. In fact most days I can't see any horizontal surface in my house. We never have people over unless they give a two week notice (so we can clean). So a friend of mine told me about a web page called flylady.net . We had already decided that this was the year to clean out our lives, both physically and mentally. So we decided we would check out the site. We are on day six and so far things are going well. I have cleaned the sink every night (except Sunday). I have dressed to the shoes everyday (again except for Sunday). Tonight I did 5 minutes in Zone 1 hot spot and did a load of laundry. This may seem like something normal people do but not me. I have come to realize that I am basically a lazy person. I will always take the easy way out. However I also know that I miss having people over. I miss being able to find things when I need them. I hate finding ou...
Just 1 of me, I hope things are looking up.
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