My ADD life

Forgiveness, a word I have never truly understood. According to the dictionary it means: to give up resentment or to cease to feel resentment against. Resentment is defined as: a feeling of indignant displeasure or persistant ill will at something regarded as a wrong, insult, or injury. Sounds so simple. The problem is that is runs deeper than that. If I am in a theater and the person behind me kicks my seat and says I’m sorry I didn’t mean to do that I can easily say no problem and think just don’t do it again. If my partner makes me mad about something and says she sorry I just get over being mad (sometimes this may take a little time) I look at the big picture and say no problem. If someone does something that I have asked them not to do again I get mad and will eventually say no problem. So why talk about my problem with forgiveness? Here is where I have a problem, it’s the big things. Lets take two things going on in my life right now. Someone in my life sent an email that should ...

Been awhile. I got sick and out of the habit of writting now I am addicted to a new game and so I have fallen to the wayside with writing. So whats on my mind. Well lets face it.... not much. My job and Church are stressing me out and so my body and mind have almost shut down. The one thing I have been pondering, since I live in Knoxville, is the trial of the guy who hacked Sarah Palins email . Most know that I am a liberal and that I think Palin is one big joke. I also am thankful McCain chose her as a running mate because if not he may have won. However this thing about this student does not sit right with me. Don't get me wrong I think he should be punished. I don't think he did it to hurt the campaign. I mean really she already looked ditzy enough, this kid did not have to help that. If he had wanted to hurt the campaign he would have gone after McCain. Having said that though he did do wrong and should be punished. So why does this not sit well with me. It's because ...