Getting Old Sucks

Many think I am not old, I'm 46. I am just now beginning to think maybe I'm older than I thought. I have been sick with an upper respitory infection. When I was younger (and drank a lot more) if I felt a cold or something coming on I would drink a little Nyquil go to bed early and be fine the next day. Now I end up going through 2 bottles of Nyquil sleep for a few DAYS and then end up going to the doctor. Colds and flus wipe me out now. They take everything out of me. I have coughed so much in the last week that my neck hurts and my upper stomach muscles ache. The worse part of this is that before any of this happened I found my first gray hair. I'm sure that by next week I will die of old age.

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  1. sueanneApril 22, 2010 at 9:23 PM

    A gray hair I never had to think about that one. I oh about 50% white by now, but being blonde now is nice. I was blonde as a child and never though of my brown hair much. Old for me is the pain in the joints muscles etc. Oh and getting biger around. The kid now almost a man is hard not to miss. He pasted up Paula in height and will pass me some day. Even the dog pops when he stretches. Take care I hope your better.

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