Two post, one day, Wow that’s a record for me. I have
several people in my life that always say I want to write a book. I say “Bully
for them”. I myself have never had that desire. So why have a blog. To be
completely honest I don’t know. I guess as an outlet. I don’t usually journal
because I have had my journals read and my privacy invaded so why do it. It’s
easier and safer to just keep it in your head. So now why blog. I guess it’s
because I WANT people to read what I write. I want people to comment. I want my
thoughts to matter in the universe. I hate paying attention to punctuation and verbiage
(which is why I don’t write a book). I quite writing on the blog because no one
looked and no one cared. I may stop again for that reason but for now I write
to put my energy somewhere other than in my head.
You have asked for my forgivness
Forgiveness, a word I have never truly understood. According to the dictionary it means: to give up resentment or to cease to feel resentment against. Resentment is defined as: a feeling of indignant displeasure or persistant ill will at something regarded as a wrong, insult, or injury. Sounds so simple. The problem is that is runs deeper than that. If I am in a theater and the person behind me kicks my seat and says I’m sorry I didn’t mean to do that I can easily say no problem and think just don’t do it again. If my partner makes me mad about something and says she sorry I just get over being mad (sometimes this may take a little time) I look at the big picture and say no problem. If someone does something that I have asked them not to do again I get mad and will eventually say no problem. So why talk about my problem with forgiveness? Here is where I have a problem, it’s the big things. Lets take two things going on in my life right now. Someone in my life sent an email that should
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